SIGH

Don't know where to start

I don't know if this is true

I feel like being used by them. They took advantages of me. They are traitors, backstabbers. Talk behind my back.

Geez, why are you so mean?

The only things kept me holding on are my past and my hope for the future.

I will stand tall for the next 4 years.

Life's harsh, uneasy, sometimes unpleasant.
But who cares?
I'll figure it out, i'll come up with a plan!

STEAL BACK!

Senangnya hatiku, =D
hari ini memang gila dan aneh.
Gw sempet down dan lemes, tapi kini sudah berhasil MERAMPOK kembali sukacita yang sempat dicuri si setan, =D

aneh, gw gatau darimana sukacita itu datang, tapi sukacita itu benar-benar datang, dan aneh aja, seakan ajaib! Pastilah Dia yang membagikan sukacitaNya pada gw, gyahahaha! (kyk evil laugh aja)

加油加油！

p.s gw sangat percaya di balik semua ini ada seseorang yang berdoa untuk gw, thx a lot!

Betrayal in this cruel world

One of my biggest fear after i graduated from my senior high school year is to be betrayed by someone in my university life. And today i experienced it..
I tried to be nice to everyone, i tried to socialize to know the type of person who will accompany me the next four years. At first i felt everything's fine, everyone's nice and hopefully i can make great memories in from my university life. But today my vision changed 180 degree. Thanks for the betrayal, it feels like HELL.
Today after being betrayed my sky turned dark, and i can't think right. All my crazy effort in making the assignment turned out to be a garbage. Zero. And i was destroyed.

But one thing HE always told me, i have something only i have in this world, and it makes me different from anyone, it makes HIM loves me. I am grateful for that.

My friend did apologize to me after her betrayal and i can't just ignore that, the only choice i have is to accept it.
At least i learned something, now i know how cruel the new world i'm in, and again HE teach me to forgive when it's hard to do.. Well i can forgive, but i don't think i can easily forget what happened today, at least not today.

Revenge is not my portion, just remember one thing, face the consequences of everything you've done, maybe sooner or later..

Today's quote : "be nice to everyone. You never know...they might kill you!" (davidchoi)

P.s.: i wish i had a time machine so i could feel my high school year once more. Although this is another lesson for me, i really feel my high school year was great.

an update

akhirnya gw bisa menyempatkan diri buat blogging, =D

update terbaru dr hidup gw adalah gw mulai penat dgn semua tugas2 kuliah ini, ha3..
pengen weekend terus, pengen liburan panjang!

Rasanya hidup gw tersita banget di jurusan ini, seakan-akan kehidupan gw cuma pelajaran aja.. gitu deh!

tapi sekarang bukan saat yang tepat buat menyerah, pastinya, no pain no gain.

Kapan-kapan gw posting salah satu laporan gw, tapi yang bagus, ha3..

=p